Happy Day superman...the kids are going crazy and the wind is howling and I am having a drink trying to ignore the tornado warnings flying around.....life is still as good as it was this morning...just a little more hetic! Let's have dinner!!!!!

"Ahh Life" was my last post and I must say I am the happiest I have EVER been. Life is beautiful in so many ways--each angel makes me smile....some are trying, some are fun, some are full of "day in's and day's out", some are full of great conversation and fantastic food, some are just plain boring and others are full of wonder..........but knowing that my "superman" matt anderson, my husband,, is by my side......., I can't ask for ANYTHING more.

I love you. My friend, my Soulmate, my companion through this crazy ride....you are mine and you will

"never be mine" and I .....thank you for the last 8 years of marriage and the last 14 years of sharing my life with me and me with yours....I trully, from the deepest part of my bones and the vastness of my soul....... not want to live this life on this earth, spinning through outer space, living in a galaxy with a star big enough to evelope a mind boggling amount of our silly little existence and then some, with out YOU. I can't imagine a better life partner and a best friend. Happy 8 year anniversary.....I LOVE YOU.....deeply......steph aka.....colorado....mommy....hot tits:)

Ahh Life indeed.....

This time of year makes me think.

I often day-dream.

I often feel my soul's desires, stirring, restless and eager.

I am transparent.

Open to new thoughts and paths that appear seemly suddenly out of the sky.

I feel and I know that it is real.

New life, new thoughts, at the time of natures death. It's ironic I believe, somehow healing and oddly right. Death=Life

Life=Death

really which one comes first?

I know that leaves are dying, the air is turning cold and all is starting to go within. Somehow, I find myself coming out. Liberty. A sense of freedom in the Autum air that will carry me all the way to Spring.

It's Oct 10 and I couldn't resist this picture of the pumkin and the "Vol" reference. No matter what if you live here in Ktown....you are a "VOL"--- they make you. It doesn't matter if you watch the game or try to ignore it Orange and White is EVERYWHERE here in the fall. It's so much a part of the enviroment that you start to believe that it could really matter if they WIN.

I try to ignore it most of the time except when Cyn and I are driving around on a Sat. morning and wondering should we avoid the downtown area b/c it's a home game and there will be thousands of "fans" walking around with organge this and white that...and lots of both together. It's somehow comforting though, oddly enough, knowing that football time in TN is a marker of the coming of the end of another year. Will "we", collectively "we" are the football team, go to a bowl game? god help us---the VOLS love football no matter what......even if you don't.....you do.

Early morning inspires me. The weather the past three days has put me in a centered state. I love it. I feel whole every time autum arrives and decides to stay awhile. Here are the projects I have been working on and some other shot I have taken playing outside with the kids....finally cold instead of hot!

it's been a busy couple of days....matt was out traveling for three days, longer than ususal. so i found myself on full time duty...thanks to my mom i survived with some sleep and some time alone here and there. we went shopping, chucky cheese, and they all went yard shopping for the first time, actually getting out of the car and finding something for themselves...it was cute.

I have been working in my studio...of course, taking pictures and painting. I have finished two projects. I will post them next time when my little guys here will leave me alone...they want to do "art" and are pulling out the glue!